cathiney1218

you've been trying to please everyone for so long that you forgot what pleases you and i've been seeing your struggle, knowing your pain you fight to get out, but lost again can't you see this fake smile on my face i get it from you i'm sorry i wish i could help but your pride is too much to you i'm writing this in hopes you'll relate realize what you've done and change before its too late and i know how hypocritical this seems but i'm 17 and filled with dreams can't you see this fake smile on my face i get it from you i'm sorry i wish i could help but your pride is too much too you your lifes almost complete ju

i want my innocence back i'm not ready for this i want my innocence back i need the childhood i missed so sick of emotions i can't control so tired of living life w/ no one to consoul sick, of seeing everyone good experiencing pain tired, from living life in the fast lane sick, of sitting, watching, being helpless tried, from trying to be selfless just wishing, hoping, waiting for a break sometimes thinking, scheeming, planning my escape so sick of emtions I can't control so tired of living life w/ no one to consoul so sick of the critisim i can't take so tired of the self brough heart ache tired, of always waiting to

I'm a mess today i don't know what to say to get inside your heart i have to confess to you i'm trying to impress you and i don't know where to start i'd never want this to end at least can i be your friend i don't think i could handle if we were to part i wana be perfect for you cause your sure as hell perfect for me i wana be there for you like u were there for me i wana be... and anything you need i wana give it to you and anything you can dream i wana live it with you i can't get you off of my mind i think about you all the time and when i sleep you in my dreams i don't remember how i got through living life witho

Dear my someone I hope your well I will write this for you But never tell You are my one true love I just can't get enough I need you more then ever Without you life is tough I'm scared of what u think So I'll sign this anonymous You'll be mine forever But there will never be us You opened up to me For me that's not the case The second I get close The distance falls in place And whats holding my back I'm not quite sure What I need is someone To just through my door And I know this isn't fair I never ment to hurt you I've never been so scared And been so sure too You are my one true love I just can't get enough I need